Unable to connect to arduino from serial

Ok, it has come back to node v8.11.4.
but instead of removing /etc/apt/sources/list.d/nodesource.list,
/etc/apt/sources.list.d/nodesource.list must be removed.
/etc/apt/sources/list.d/nodesource.list didn't exist on my raspbian raspberry pi

Thanks a lot for the assistance !