The problem is that it showed installed and only had the one e-mail node in the node tray. It wouldnt allow me to unistall it either.
@Colin in the pallette manager I clicked update e-mail node and after that all the e-mail nodes that I used looked missing like in the picture. After searching and checking logs it seemed that the e-mail node was not compatible with my NR version. The node would not fully load on Node-red startup
I had the following
Node-Red 1.1.3
Nodejs V12.18
NPM V6.something
I updated it to
Node-Red 3.0.2
Nodejs V18.15
NPM V9.5.0
This solved the problem and all the nodes for Node-Red-Email could start.